I’m here – so’s Jan. But she’s been unconscious for over a day, her breathing is labored and her doctor feels she’ll be leaving us very soon.
I’m in the same clothes I’ve been in for 2 days, so I’m going to shower and ask for a recliner in her room so I can just sit with her.
Jan obtained a connect card for her computer, which I’m using now, and which makes the wait easier.
Each time I lose someone it’s hard. This is one of the hardest. I feel so alone.